绯闻女孩第四季

也许是这一集真的勾起了我对第一季中D和S在一起的回忆，在apologize的配乐中D抱这穿着金色礼服的S，虽然那时候注意力都在B和N第一次ML以及N和B的好身材上。

感觉他们都长大了，爱真的需要时间的积累。

自己也忍不住感叹了下，那时候看第一季的时候。

到现在。

已经这茉久了。

感叹，还是那种感叹。

说不出来的味道。

也许是今天心情不太好。

回忆一幕幕的多。

虽然GG有几集真的让我不停的快进过。

还是喜欢看着它。

看着这么多青春的，我喜欢的脸。

给一个镜头打五星。

在第八集的时候，Serena约了Dan去参加芭蕾的开幕式。

Dan站在一旁，看着他的女神站在喷泉旁焦急的等待着自己。

水花溅起，带着风吹着女孩的长发和灰色的长裙。

Dan的眼神太深情了，静静地看着Serena，仿佛看了几个世纪。

天光明媚，这个时候的背景音乐是“If you fall asleep, down by the water. Baby I'll carry you all the way home.” 接着，Dan看着等他的女孩在水边抱住了另一个男人。

而他心碎的希望，多想带这个女孩回家，即便此刻她在水边睡着了。

纠结了这么久终于第四季完结了，越来越虐了啊，几乎每一集结尾都有一个爆点的高潮，然后让我揪着心等待一周看下一集，然后没准迎来的另一个爆点的高潮，吐血啊吐血，捶胸啊捶胸，顿足啊顿足。

我不止一次地一边看这个剧一边欣慰地觉得我们的生活是如此安逸而平淡，虽然其实，我们可以在gossip girl里找到几乎每一个人的影子。

我要说的是亲爱的B和C，有情人最终没有成眷属啊，我看的跌宕起伏啊，我以为queen跟king注定是要在一起的，混蛋跟混蛋也是注定要在一起的，B不是又主动了吗，C怎么又甘心把B给王子了呢，我以为这个时候就应该两个人一起说好吧，我最爱的还是你，我们结婚吧。

但是C居然真的放手了啊摔！

B现在真的要当王妃了啊摔！

我好失望啊摔！！

可是那个验孕棒是怎么回事，B喜得贵子啊，奉子成婚啊，如果是真的C该乐疯了吧，在一起吧，快在一起吧，你们不在一起我真的不要相信爱情了，编剧啊你不要再虐我们了好吗！！！

摘抄了一些对白，有B和C的，还有一段S的：B：“I really love him, but not like l love you, it's different, it's lighter, more simple, he makes me happy. what we have is a great love. It's complicated, intense, all-consuming. No matter what we do and how much we fight, it'll always pull us in. What's mere happiness in the face of that, right?”C：“There's a difference between a great love and the right love. I left the Empire State Building last year after twwo minutes when you didn't show. Louis waited all night, this is your chance at happiness. You think you shouldn't want it 'cause you've never had it, and it scares you, but you deserve your fairy tale.”B：“We make our own fairy tales.”C：“Only when we have to. You don't. How do you feel about tonight?”B：“Awful, just terrible. In fact i've never felt like this before.”C：“Guilt, I felt it too. Maybe I'm actually growing up after all.”B：“I didn't wanna let you go just yet.”C：“Don't let anyone tell you you're not powerful, you're the most powerful woman I know.”B：“It's taking all the power after I have to walk away from you.”C：“I know, but I need to let you go, you need to let go.”B：“I will always love you.”C：“I will always love you.”泪奔了泪奔了，两个人这样深情款款还不能在一起我要难过死了！！！

S：“Trust me I know what it feels like, when you're not making your own decisions, you can feel helpless because you don't wanna hurt anyone. But all you end up doing is hurting them and yourself. It's what I did, and here i am, alone.”S劝她表妹那段看的我也泪目了，戳到心窝子上了啊。

简直是太於我心有戚戚焉了。

其实很多决定不是我做的，画画也不是我想学的，大学也不是我想考的，教师资格证也不是我想考的，别人说来这里吧，去那里吧，我就去了，我就做了。

甚至当初做杂志也是D和EL说我们做个杂志吧你来做主编，我就做了。

我还是不会拒绝谁，一直都不会，而且他们让我做的事情看起来似乎也不错，做一下也没什么不好，所以我没有想太多就做了。

于是别人就觉得我好像是想去哪就去哪，想做什么就做什么，很自由很洒脱。

但是我自己一直都不怎么开心，走了那么多路，看了很多东西，看上去似乎经历很丰富，坚持了那么久似乎也得到了很多东西，但是我现在感觉自己还是好像什么都没有，很空，很lonely。

那么我自己做了什么决定呢？

我决定要写作的，我决定不当老师的。

这些决定都是我经过深思熟虑之后得出的，是我真心非常非常想做到的事情，但对我来说即使是如此重要的事情，我在真正去做的时候，还是不由自主的产生疑虑和怠惰，并不是很有信心，并不是能够真的做到放手去做。

我的性格里有软弱和自卑的成分，这让我总是心有余而力不足。

今天还看完了《坂上之云》，算第一部吧，前五回，看的我激情四射啊，热血沸腾啊，掀桌拍大腿啊，那个剧对我目前的性格有很大的刺激作用，不过还是改天写到坂上之云的影评再说。

最后是旁白的摘抄，They say parting is such sweet sorrow, but wouldn't it be nice if just once it didn't have to be? Transitions in lift are usually marked by major events--birthdays, graduations, weddings...but the greater transitions often come out of smaller moments, When we stop and look at who we are. Because each time we see how far we've come, we also see how far we still have to go.In order to fully transform, we might need to free ourselves of everything we've been holding on to. To send us on our new path--the right one. But if at the end, you find the person you've become is not the person you want to be... you can always turn around and try again.And maybe the next time, you won't be so alone when it's over.Too late to turn back now.X.O.X.O gossip girl话说最后这集里S跟校长见面时旁边跟S握手的女人就是本剧的小说作者，那么她可以被看做是真正的gossip girl了吧，这女人还是有点料的，（我不是指她身材好= =）。

实际上如果现实生活中真的有这么一个人可以搞到所有人的八卦，所有人又热衷于把身边好友敌人的八卦爆给她，那将是很可怕的事情。

我是指，每个人都有自己的小秘密，而如果所有秘密都不再是秘密了，那样就感觉每个人都有透视眼，看到的彼此都是裸体那样恐怖了。

我也是近这一年才体会到八卦的威力，从前我是从来不关注任何八卦的，后来我莫名其妙的变成八卦的传播者，又变成八卦的当事人，又变成八卦的始作俑者，我就忽然觉得这个世界好可怕，本来觉得都挺善良都挺好的人，背后却是那么黑暗那么猥琐。

我看着那些以“我好喜欢XXX，我们来八一下他吧”为开头的帖子就觉得毛骨悚然。

你说你喜欢一个人喜欢就好了，难道不是知道他的美好就够了，非要知道他黑暗的、不堪的一幕你就开心了吗？

知道你一直喜欢的人其实私底下也会抠鼻孔乱放屁骂粗口你们会觉得很舒坦很公平还会感叹“原来他也是普通，没准还不如我呢”是不是？

你们的心理又是得有多么扭曲啊╮(╯_╰)╭你看现在微博啊街旁啊这些东西，不就是方便大家人肉和八卦的利器吗，其实每天看着别人的故事别人的嬉笑怒骂别人的大喜大悲，会觉得格外空虚。

真实的自己在哪里，为什么不多关心一下自己，为什么不多关心一下亲朋好友，你关注那么多根本就不会搭理你的人的衣食住行有什么用，能赚钱还是能减肥啊，你们的人生到底是有多闲呢？

以上这一大段我吐槽的是某些聊八卦聊的很起劲的人，跟本剧无关。

Well，in short，我还是很喜欢这个剧，八卦可以毁了一个人，也可以成就一个人，但是被毁掉的人可以置之死地而后生，被成就的人如果不给力也可以被打回原形。

人人都有一颗八卦的心，但是不要自毁掉就OK了。

我现在很期待大家对B怀孕事件的看法和表情，当然如果那根验孕棒真的是B的话。

期待第五季啦X.O.X.O X.O.X.O\(^o^)/

我看了第一二季，然后不想看了，太特么乱来了，所有人和所有人搞，搞不灵清。

在big bang停播的带三个礼拜里，终于还是看了第四季。

我很喜欢Eva，她刚出现的时候觉得不是很好看，但是后来越看越好看，我想她真的是个天使吧。

可以让流浪猫近距离接触，让流浪汉都舔到她的手臂了。

我想当时chuck要是和EVA去印度的话，或者在回纽约以后知道彼此的过去但是都能包容之后，两个人离开NY，他们真能好一辈子。

一个曾经到达过财富之巅、从鬼门关走过一回、厌倦上东区谎言势力、妈妈和叔叔甚至要合伙骗他的财产的人，是能做到一辈子不被上东区生活诱惑再回来的，他不是B，B要没受点大刺激是绝对做不到的。

看第二季的时候也真是觉得B和C很配，他们应该走到一起，但是看到Eva的时候，我觉得就算B和C很配，他们也走不到一起，没缘分，或者彼此都很高傲，而彼此想放下高傲流露真情的那么一丁点时间又不在一个timer。

再有，B又实在是个小气嫉妒心强的人，chuck经历那么多，错过了B这么个小女人之后，还是Eva更适合他。

只是在上东区这么个地方，不知道在CHUCK和eva能撑多久。

所以他们最好的结局就是一起离开NY，过他们简单的日子。

上东区真不是什么好地方。

喜欢B的人就别往下看了。

B要不是长的好看，偶尔流露出点人性，还有对C的真情，和S的友情（这友情有时候还挺欠揍的，比如把S推到喷泉里）我就不知道她还有什么值得让人喜欢的。

也就只有S能这么包容她了。

S是大气，B就真是小家碧玉了。

得，EVA走了，灰姑娘完成了她改造王子的历史使命就好灰溜溜的走了，也许她是对的，上东区不适合她，长久下去她可能有一天也突然发现她也有了些上东区的恶习。

况且，chuck做的最伤害的事是他竟然相信了B而怀疑了她。

但，这也怨不得C，从小身边的人都冲着他的钱来，连妈妈和叔叔也是。

U r Chuck Bass.Enjoy it or Leave it.既然巴黎那次你选择回来，那你就当好的你的Chuck Bass吧。

（巴黎火车站那段我也很爱，那个时候我以为chuck会放弃eva的，但是能让这么个极品改变的，除了上天给的际遇，这女子值得珍惜。

）（巴黎火车站B&C的对话很是经典，编剧要点本事没说话的人要点感情）Eva走后，这剧开始继续狗血。

bye第四颗星送给EVA,和前四集。

Blair和Chuck在巴黎火车站相遇背景音乐: I'm in here by Sia.可能有听错的地方。

B: Just because you dress poorly doesn't mean you are not Chuck Bass.C: Why would I wanna be him?B: You should have told me you got shot.C: I'm surprised you didn't shoot me yourself.B: I have, many times, in my dreams, the good ones. But if youare really hurt I would wanna know.C: when I woke up my ID was gone, nobody knows who I was nobody was coming look for me. I realize I may be alive but Chuck bass does not have to be.B: Changing your name doesn't change who you are.C: It's a good start. A chance to live simply, to earn people's respect, maybe become a person someone could love.B: Someone did love you. And you owe it to her and everybody else you are leaving behind, which is what you are doing. And I don't think the great man you are trying to be, is a coward. I think he'd face up to what he did.C: I destroyed, the only thing I've ever loved.Blair gave the ring back to Chuck。

B: I don't love you any more. But it takes even more than you to destroy Blair Waldolf. C: Your world would be easier if I don't come back.B: That's true, but it wouldn't be my world without you in it.镜头，对话都很美。

那么一瞬间，我以为在看文艺片。

牛。

2010年初秋在夜晚，树叶微微泛黄的季节里的所有美人回归NY Upper East side继续那些绝大部分观众此生无缘经历的drama生活。

让我鸡冻的消息是，Supernatural的Ruby同学华丽地出现鸟。。。

高潮中。。。

不过失去了原来的魔鬼气场，以一个穷酸的阴谋家身份出现。。

Serena气场依旧，带着她两大姐妹，金发和大胸两位同学在巴黎到处钓凯子，最爱bus boy，酒保，及各种靠脸赚钱的法国男人，排解心中那无尽滴悲伤，被两个帅哥追得实在太痛苦了，何以解忧，惟有凯子。。。

Serena真是一个够意思的朋友，是所有故事的引线，如果没有她故事就没法继续在纽约上演。。

Blair减肥效果明显，本来就不丰满的XX就更袖珍了>.< 此生唯一爱过的男淫chuck同学上回"睡"了朋克未成年少女Jenny小朋友让B同学伤心欲绝，好不容易敞开心扉准备吊一个摩纳哥王子，结果最终清醒回到现实，和Serena在pool旁边那段让我想起他俩在门口打架那次超搞笑，好在Serena姐姐胸大心眼更大，原谅了loli妹妹Blair的恶作剧，俩人重归于好一起回纽约Columbia一起发掘新的凯子。。

Nate依旧是全剧里最美丽的人儿，长了一张完美的脸就是幸福，只好在那啥也不干就有收视率，不知道会和ruby同学有什么发展。。。

反正那么傻，肯定招招中计了，不过这就是我们的快乐，看美人中计多么的快乐啊！

Chuck被村姑姐姐救起，变跛脚了，我很奇怪这个女孩为什么这么牛，会治疗枪伤，应该不是等闲之辈，后续应该有更多的drama about itDan成了Geogina孩子的爹，这显然是个铺垫，gossip girl编剧把所有观众都当弱智了，哪有亲子鉴定都不亲自去做的，直接就签字，之后大脑平滑的肌肉男Dan同学可以干出来（不过好像肌肉退化了），我当时就觉得Lily的财产危险了。。

孩子就是继承啊就是钱啊，我太敏感了，皑皑，果然，最后出来一个O型隐性血，Lily和Rufus都很牛啊，对血型这么懂，我还以为只有我这种专业人士才能懂呢至于不爱洗澡的同学vanessa和木有出现的jenny小朋友。。。

还有长得象小猪的Geogina小朋友。。

不多说了。。。

他们仨我有点倒胃口。

未完待续。

毕业后很少看美剧，沉浸在大陆各种婆媳争斗、后宫穿越中不可自拔。

想想当初放弃这部剧，大抵是忍受不了编剧不厌其烦的一定要让剧里面本就不多的男女主角交叉发生关系，即使我知道最后的结局一定是S和D在一起，B和C一定是命中注定。

时隔两年多捡起这部剧在看，并且不厌其烦的一集不落的看，抛开剧情，我还是喜欢这些真性情的年轻人的。

但奇怪的是几年前看剧时总会想这些男生们究竟哪个会更好，要是生活中出现这么一位该多好，并无限期冀着“他”从天而降。

“他”应该有他的行走轨迹吧，反正至今没有从天降，究竟将从哪来，以什么方式来，我还不得而知。

抛开男主们，现在更多的关注着女孩们，眼波流转，一颦一笑，哭泣，彷徨，紧张，嫉妒，谅解，包容，尽管我们的生活相差很远，但你知道心性或者对事物的感知总有相同的地方，不同的场景也会衍生相同的感受，在不知所措的午后能有这部剧陪伴，还是要心生感激吧，总有些力量会让你前行。

好久不写字了，行文凌乱不堪，只想说你现在没必要为以前做过的事情后悔，更不要在这一刻做让以后的你后悔的事，无论何时，在审视自己时，都是You deserve it ！

u don't need to be gorgous like a party girl hanging out with handsome guys,dealing with stucking relationships.u r so fabulous just the way u r.and this is why I liked u for so many years,all through my adolescence.but for now,we can be seperated.so perfect.my dear Serena Van de Woodsen.eventually i should leave u.seems a little bit gloomy ,but i'm hillarious so see u becoming mature.that's what both we suppous to be.u gonna be huge.really.same to me.

所有角色都有一个特点，一旦发现自己被人背叛，就要立刻报复back求平衡，完全六亲不认。

但是最后大家又会因为相同的利益走到一起，不管之前撕破脸皮到什么程度。

如此循环往复。

我只不过点编辑改了一个标点符号，就被告知现在影评正文不能少于140字了？

那我还能怎么办？

只能注水注水再注水。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

One of my favorite American TV shows just ended. Episode IV, fascinating, dramatic, upside down, much better than III, as good as first two, did not let me down. Tale as old as time, maybe it only exists in fairy or fiction, surreal but nice. I still like to start my review with this...... Long Long Ago Once Upon A Time In The Upper East Side......There is QUEEN B, the beautiful and cursed. She was born to be queen, and Queen needs to be with King. Is King the Bass? Chuck can be no more than Dark Night Jack. Is Kind the Louis? The Prince does own a country. There is difference between great love and right love, quoted by Chuck Bass. He did let her go. And she did let him let her go. They both knew from the heart that what they had was tortured, twisted, tangled, torned. He brought her down and down enough that she even forgot what was happiness all about. When it came to Louis, everything just shined. She could be a powerful queen as she always wanted to be. She can enjoy the royal luxury, rule the Monaco by his side, share their taste in arts. Love can be much easier, lighter, brighter, warmer, more simple and smoothly. That is something Chuck can never give her. However, after all the lies, schemes, gossips, heart-breakings, one thing still can not be denied. They had their past although they can not build their future together. They belong with each other like nobody else could ever be. They love each other. Always have always will. As to another IT girl, the beautiful and damned, Serena seemed to be lost and lost again. She did not choose Dan or Nate in Ep III. She did not choose until Ep IV ended. Were they both not good enough for her or just not enough? Saying no to Brown, having affairs with the teachers. Miss Fun can always find fun. Although she is alone now, pretty blondes never be lonely for long. Boys, parties, fashions. Issues with Mamma again and again, drugged and framed again and again. What is next? Maybe her intersts went to the movies. We heard that her favorite novel The Beautiful And Damned would be adpated. Perhaps Hollywood is waving for a bright new star. Gossip Girl does put Blair and the Serena on the map. Still we have our escorts to talk about. Chuck Bass, one of a kind. Let us just say bad boy does have a good heart. What he wanted least is to be the man like his father. But Bass family does share a lot of similarities. Nate seemed be shadowed in this season. No more sparks with B or S, good son became focused on family reunion. While Brooklyn might actually breeds some wirter, Dan has been working on something seriously. What about D and B? Did Dan fall for B one time or he had been there all the time? INSIDE, let us welcome new episode coming soon......Lily and Rufus, totally made for each other, best couple ever. Eric, little gay, maybe lost but still strong. Vanessa, Jenny, Geogina, William, Cece, some characters may just show up from time to time. Eva, Juliet, Ben, Damien, Charlie, some characters may just vanish like they never appeared. Our stories continue....There will always be more nobody....Of course there will always be somebody....X.O.X.O......Gossip Girl......

在我们放弃我们真正在乎的东西时，我们总是会希望上天回报我们无私的选择……我不知道该从何说起。

但我觉得应该由我先开口……如果你爱他，就先给他自由吧。

——《绯闻少女》0411